It’s been only two weeks since Love Island USA season 7 came to a close. And even though we’re no longer watching our favorite (or not-so-favorite) Islanders on our screens anymore, it seems as if we still can’t get enough of them — especially post villa.

In a post-finale interview, ‘Love Island USA’ season 7 alum Huda Mustafa defended her infamous crash out after her breakup with Jeremiah and opened up about seeing the show psychologist.

When Huda decided to do her “biggest one,” as she puts it to TODAY.com, the performance sent shockwaves through the villa and ignited viral speculation across social media. It was bold, it was controversial, and it was quintessentially Huda — unapologetic and competitive to her core.